SEcond chances

Ok so I really want to move forward..Crazy as it seems, I'm sure my hopes will be crushed again, but I want to give it another try. So the plan : I called Sharon last night and spoke with her to get some help and support. This is the last thing I wanted to do, however it's what I had to do or felt it is my last chance..family support. This may very well back fire, I might have jus got things moving in the direction of having those papers sighned, but we'll see.
My second plan is, I will go to counceling, and I will keep an open mind, try to listen!!! It's not going to be easy, but I have to get over being so angry..patience, i need patience!!!