~~Frustration~~

What to do. I tried tonight to just put the past few months, feelings and anger aside, have a decent meal TOGETHER and see how it felt. That was short lived. First he came home late, then has the nerve to complain and the topper, needs to go out to get a haircut..Whatever, I just came to bed. AHHHH I can't put myself out there, I know I will only get hurt once again. WTF how did I get here. This is not the life I was supposed to live. Something has got to give. Until next time.