Saturday, October 10, 2009

The New Plan

Another day, another plan.. So it has been suggested to me that I take a self searching workshop course. We will take it together and try to see where to go. I wasn't sure at first, but as I look at the new events that have accured in "MY" life, the actions I have chosen, it's a good idea now. I need to figure things out before I self distruct. I now realise that in my anger I am going to end up doing something that will be unforgivable. I don't want to hurt anyone, but someone is going to get hurt. I think I tried to move on or make something in my life that just isn't there. So I have to face what is and that is I'm not ready to move on in many ways especially emotionally till I can come to terms with what has happened with my marriage.

I wish it didn't have to be this complicated, but it is.

So it's time to do the right thing and be honest, most of all wwith myself!!

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