Another day, another plan.. So it has been suggested to me that I take a self searching workshop course. We will take it together and try to see where to go. I wasn't sure at first, but as I look at the new events that have accured in "MY" life, the actions I have chosen, it's a good idea now. I need to figure things out before I self distruct. I now realise that in my anger I am going to end up doing something that will be unforgivable. I don't want to hurt anyone, but someone is going to get hurt. I think I tried to move on or make something in my life that just isn't there. So I have to face what is and that is I'm not ready to move on in many ways especially emotionally till I can come to terms with what has happened with my marriage.
I wish it didn't have to be this complicated, but it is.
So it's time to do the right thing and be honest, most of all wwith myself!!
Saturday, October 10, 2009
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